Freewriting

I am a boy who was really a boy.
I have something that is very big~Very big.
I called something “ “ .It is very important with me.
But at morning I found my very~big thing was gone!!
What can I do? isn’t I can be a boy if I don’?
I don’t know what I talking about above.
I just can understand the first writer is a boy?
A boy found a very big thing in the morning?
I think the boy must be in the age of puberty,and found some change.
Wow, I don’t know about these sentence’s meaning.